The lens through which I saw the world was flawed.
I decided that I didn’t like the script,
so I wrote my own.
Others might have rebelled .
Fought the good fight.
Stood up for themselves.
I took the other path.
The one of lesser resistance,
I would smile,
nod my head in understanding,
agree to the terms ,
then do whatever I fucking wanted.
The way of the coward has many benefits.
8 out of ten times you get what you want.
You don’t have to waste your energy,
defending your position,
working on your integrity,
understanding your value systems.
You have none.
Do it long enough,
your lies and illusions,
become your system.
And you don’t even realize
that you gave away the things that made you,